By: Enigmatic Mahogany
You abandoned me
Love don’t live here anymore
Devastation took its place
For this I could not brace
No remnants of us, not even a trace
It’s as if we never were
I just don’t understand Sir
You turned your back
Understanding was the lack
No explanation
Of your final destination
FKF were the words you relayed
All along I was getting played
Like a thief in the night
You became completely out of sight
For my kids and I you could care less
Our Family…Our Brand you made a mess
I would have never imagined I must confess
My downfall was your pre-meditation
Sadly this became my realization
Fighting back the tears
From all the invested years
I stood the test of time
Always putting forth my last dime
Chivalry was a stranger
My heart was in danger
No fairytale here
Yet happily ever after was and is my claim to fame
You and I
We are not the same
My soul you attempted to eliminate
But to God I began to gravitate
Adjusting to the new equation
I minus you equals peace squared
Peace will forever more be my addend and sum
Doesn’t take rocket science
You added pain
Multiplied sorrow
Subtracted the very essence of me
The me God intended for me to be
Every situationship
Relationship too comes with a lesson and at times a cost
It is the hope that you don’t find yourself lost
Not knowing the very core of your own individuality
The stakes are high
I cannot deny
Everything presented I now see was a lie
Sometimes I just thought I would die
This death had to occur
So that my rebirth and reprogram could occur